Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Deep down inside

You know that feeling you get when you know better? When you know that this place you stand is not the right place? I hate that feeling.

The feeling gives you so much uncertainity and such anxiety. Makes you doubt your choices and keeps your from following your gut. Why oh why do my emotions have to control me so much. I feel so powerless to them. Like I am simply just the host of this body and mind, but I have no control over what they do.

I want more. I want happiness. You know the happiness you feel for your life when you take a step back and look at it. I am still in such a place of Limbo that I feel like my feel are not planted on the ground. Days are good and bad as with any life. I'm simply looking for more good days than bad.

I know it will come in time, but did I mention that I am not a patient girl?

8 comments:

Cody said...

Go forward, don't stand in limbo and wait and see what happens. Make your own future and not wait on something to make it for you.

Ms. Salti said...

Take a deep breath. Sometimes it's all you can do! Hope to see you soon!

Jacqui said...

Wow.... I feel like you crawled right iside me and wrote that....

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Breestyle said...

As long as you follow your gut, you should NEVER doubt your choices. It means your doing the best you can! Everyone knows the feeling of taking life day by day..life is not easy. However, as long as you try to find the positives in everything! Your bad days that currently out weigh your good will eventually turn around..and your good days will out weigh the bad. Good Luck!!

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